Devious Journal EntryWell where to begin? I hurt my best friend, someone I care about more than anything in the world and now my ex has made a solemn promise to make the rest of my life hell and kill any chance i have at happiness. The only happiness I see is my friends and I'm afraid he'll just turn them against me. He tried to get ahold of my boyfriend(to no doubt make false accusations) but he didn't know that my boyfriend and I had broke up a few hours earlier. I don't have any idea what to do about this because he'll most likely do it. My friends are the most amazing people in the world....I don't want to lose them. I already lost my boyfriend....
Yeah, I know probably nearly every guy watches porn and all that. But is it wrong for me to feel like an unworthy piece of shit when your boyfriend(now ex) has like a full months worth of porn on his computer? Like, I can remember thinking at other people, 'Wow, why would you get mad over that?' Didn't really know until it happened to me. Not cool! Why does porn have to exist? It's just legal fucking prostitution. And it's stupid. And it makes me feel like crap to think, 'Wow. Is my body not good enough? You need to watch other girls' tits bounce around so you can get off?' I always try to please him, do everything he likes, and make him cum as many times as he wishes...and he watches that. Would anyone else feel like I do?
Went to Albany today too. Went with my now ex, his mom, and his brothers girlfriend. We managed to get into a huge fight over ice ages and ended up not speaking for 95% of the ride...That was immature on our parts. But Albany was fun...'Til we got home and ended up splitting.
Er...on a brighter note.
Made a new friend! He's a pretty cool kid and I enjoy talking to him. Met him through WoW actually! (I know, internet safety alarms are ringing.)
Going to Saratoga tomorrow.
I really want snow!
And brightest note! I reconnected with an old friend and I'm really happy about it. That's got to be the one connection I don't think my ex can touch and I'm so relieved about it.
Christmas in a week and the presents under the tree are calling my name!
Andddddddddd I've been playing WoW like a mad woman!
'NUFF SAID
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